Saturday, December 26, 2009

Happy Hoildays

Hellow everyone I hope you all had a great x-mas and all that good stuff. I'm glad school is out for the winter. I needed a break for real. So far all my classes are looking good just missing the grades for two of my classes. But moving on to the updates that you really want to hear about...I am proud to announce that Radien and Melody's story is complete, yes i mean it this time. It is completely done and I'm up to chapter two in the revisions. I'm so excited. As you know next is Adien and Harmoney's story which I will be starting the new year. I already have a few scenes for the book in the works. I want to fill you in on what's going to be happening in Adien's stroy. Well first off Auzula is releashed and she beast like Iraon, Melody and Radien along with Bion, Anima, and Rasi all make appearances and each chartacer has some interresting news. There is more information about Alrik, Gazini, and Alur. Oh and of course Presphrone and Hades make an appearance and have some interresting roles going on.

As of the Angel wings series goes I'll be starting on Lucario's book which obviously is the first one in the series. I'' also be starting that story in the new year along with Adiens story. ...

I know i promised you a short story but I havent had time to write a new one but next time i'll have something for you...Until Next Time

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Updates and Happy Turkey Day!!

Hello everyone Happy Turkey Day I hope you all are feeling better than I am right now. My head is killing me and I'm feeling horrible. But other than that everthing is fine. School is going pretty good cant really complain just have to stay focused for the rest of the smester and not slack off....but enough about that time for an update...

First lets start with the Hound series: Two more chapters and Radiens Book will be finished. (yay I'm so excited.) At first there was going to be only three books in ther seris (Radien, Adien, and Jaden.) But I was thinking about adding one more book to the series. I dont wanna give anyhting away as to what is going to happen through out the seris but it is highly possible that there will be fours books in the series (but its still just a thought). Oh, and once again i have wrtitten a new prolouge from Radien's stroy where I have introduced Gazini and Alrik and ALur and what caused the formation of the Trio and the Trinity. Wich remeinds me at the end of Radien's book there will be a sneek peak of Adiens story (cant wait...I hope you all love Adien's character as muchs as I do. Even though you get a taste of him in Radien's book you get his full attitude and life style in his.)

Second is the Angel Wings series. As you know the Angel Wing Series are around the Griffions... Well I have a formation for three of the books in the series and the background that caused everything that happened in the series. Its funny bacuse each book just came to me one day and I had the whole concept of the book and where it would be in the series. Well just for those who dont know what a griffin looks like here are a few pics....

Thridly I have been trying to geth together the story line for The Elemental Kings Series. But all thats going on in my head with the other two series I'm having a rough time getting it together. Well the Fire King's book startes the series but as for the background of the story its going to take me a little while but I should have a preview to give you before the end of the year.(hopefully)

But thats all for now. Hopefully for the next post I can give you a short story that you will like.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Update Eternal Light and Poem (Were They Told...)

Hey everyone whats going on. I'm doing good I hope all of you are doing good. Well Eternal light is still in the process of being written I'm getting closer and closer to finishing the book. And I can't wait to get to Adien's book (yeah I said it again. I know you are like get to it already lol). But like I said by the end of the year I will have Radien's stroy completely done and polished so that I can present you all with a complete and finished manuscript. Then start Adien's stroy in Jan. Yes and all this while I'm reading the 40 books I have to read....but yet again i have another poem for everyone. I hope you enjoy it. Its called Were They Told...


Was she ever told that she has the purest of honey?
A honey that was the sweater than any candy
Something that is worth more than gold
Any bee would love to have a taste of what she's got.

did anyone ever tell her that she can be corrupted by passion?
desire would consume her body.
What was once a hidden secret is known to the world?
Something that should have been kept from the world is let out and its value and diminished.

Was he ever told of his great power?
Something that the Gods would be jealous of.
A voice that can carry across oceans.
Anything he touches can turn into gold.
That he was worth more than what hangs on to him.

Did anyone ever tell him that he could be manipulated by by the land he walks?
That the world would use him as a brace so it can stand up before him.
He would be expected to fail in his task, and live a hopeless life

Was she asked is she could see the purest form of life?
Does true love reside in her heart and soul?
Did she know she could be a ruler of worlds?
That her touch can calm the most savage of beast.
That her embrace can melt the coldest ice.

Was he asked his creation of words?
Does the ability to progress live him?
Did he know his mind could unlock the riddles of the pyramids?
His histroy is written in his skin.
That his body is his temple.
A perfect sculpture, ever piece chizzled to perfection.

Tell them that together they build empires
They give life to the soul.
That together they built the complex riddles of the world.\
A perfect balance of power and peace...

Did anyone ever tell them of their potentional and inner light...someone has to tell them....

Thursday, November 5, 2009


Hey everyone how are you? Well guess what everyone I'm finally getting back to writing Eternal Light, and I must say that it feels so good to get back to Radien and Melody's story. Is it wrong of me to say that I have missed my characters (lol). I swear it was so easy to get back into characters, especially writing Adien's character and his feelings when he is dealing with Radien. I feel so rejuvinated and fresh it feels so good and I cant wait to get to Adien's stroy....But on another note I have around 30 books that I have to read for my winter reading. Yeah talk about alot of books (lol). BUt I just wanted to let all of you know what was going on with Eternal Light so I'm off to write smuches....muah

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Update and Poem.

Hey everyone whats going on? How has everyone been? I'm ok, i know i haven't updated in a while but I've been busy with school and gathering together my book collection for the winter so for i have about 30 books in line for mt winter reading and its only october. I still have to but Finding The Lost by Shannon K Butcher, Born of Fire and Born of Ice by Sherrilyn Kennyon, Shades of Midnight by Lara Adrian, and a few more. lol In case you havent noticed I kidda have a book addiction. (crazy i know right)....But anyway with that said All my stories are on hold until school is over. During the winter break I plan on finishing Radien and Melody's story and begining Adian's story. Also I'll try and start the griffions stories as well but most likely I'll just be focusing on Radien and his brothers story. Yes i know its taking my forever to get this story out but bare with me. This is my first series I am writing and I want to make sure i dont disappoint any one. I want to make sure that everything is flowing together and the characters are believeable and likeable (or dislikeable with the case of the bad guys lol). I dont want to give you something that isn't my all and that I am happy with so just give me some time to get it together and you wont be dissappointed. I promise. But I also wanted to share a poem I wrote in the meantime. so here it is i hope you enjoy it:

Black Blood

The feeling was to much to take.
Wondering why some found it so pleasureable.
To keep from yelling...
Eyes would close tight and for tears.

Crying as the sprit began to break.
The essence ripped away; never to return.
Crying out of selfpity, hate, guilt, and dismay
The heart bled black blood; As impurity formed

Light seemed to vanish
Replaced with the silent darkness
The body now still as wood
Black Blood flowed into the tainted world.

Imperfection caressed the soul
Kissing the growth of impurity
Curving the bodys justification for lust
Hot fire replaced by spliting pain.

Dreams of the sensual now nightmares of sin
Feelings of the inside being torn in two; both going seperate ways
The childhood of the past carried away by a passioned breath
The innocence that once flowed through the veins of life now dead and gone

Falling into adult hood
The sins of the future
Innocence gone and forever unaware
Of the growing pain that had been planted by the seed of desire

Time gave way to pleasure
Seeds of pain form flowers of lust
That are warted by the sins of the body
Infedelitiy now filled the air and the thought of imperfection hazed

The need to fill the body grew each day,
Becoming strong, harder, and stronger to resist

Black Blood
Holdng a dangerous secret
NO respect for the self
It's hunger grows into an unsatifiable appitate

Curved nails,sharp in the intent
Clawing in the body. Needing more than is given
Fueling the lies that rain from the heated mouth
Betryal and guilt for between the legs and base for it

Innonce no longer known
Thick cluds formed over the path of virtue
The Path vanished as eyes looked upon it
No longer could it be heard
Screaming for help behind the black wall coverd by a vail of objectification

Nails constantly digging and the sound of anxiety rumbled in the pit of the darkness
Tired of tasteing the same thing...

Innonce tired of being concealed behind the black wall
To bust free there must be a change
The orgin of the sinful seed must be up rooted. No onger entangled with the air
Black Blood msut not flow through the veins

Find HIM and the black wall is crushed
Innonce can take in the pure air
Tames the hunger and smothers desire...
Black Blood, Black Blood, Black Blood

Friday, October 2, 2009

Bio-Sexual (preview)

Hey everyone, well I just wanted to give you a preview of a story that I am working on...Its called Bio-Sexual and its bascially about a young woman struggling with her sexuality and attraction to her best friedn....well here it is I hope you enjoy it...

I told her that I wanted to fuck a big dick, she laughed a told me that she would by me a 12 inch dildo and fuck me with it...I just looked at her speechless. I was going to slap her but I was in shock that she said something out of he mouth like that. She looked at me an erupted in laughter...I guess it was the expression on my face because i sure as hell didnt find anything funny about what she just said...Well I guess it would have been funny if I hadn't just broken up with my man that day. But I mean damn that was unecessary.

I had meet Latoya two yeasr ago in a college course i was taking. Normally I dont take to women but we hit it off easily. Over time she became one of my closest friends. We have been through a lot. Every bump in the road I've had she's been there but forsome reason this time seems different...I'm sitting here with a broken heart and all she can seem to do is be happy and make jokes. This was a crucial time for me. My boyfriend of three years just told me he never loved me but rather what I did for him. Top it all off her was cheathing with the whore that had lived across the hall from my room...All the pain and hurt that was stroed in me...I couldnt help the flow of tears that started running down my face.

"Hey grul, come on it was a joke. Dont start crying on me I didnt mean it." She hit me on the leg. All I did was look at her. I wanted to strangle her but she wasnt the cause of my anger. I forced myself to come up with a phoney smile.

"Look I just wanted to make you laught a little thats all. I didnt mean to hurt you...I know you're going through something right now and I just wanted to make you laugh thats all." She moved her chair next to me and hugged me tight. I accepted her embrace. I couldnt stay mad at her...she was my best friend.

We sat there and conversated a little while longer. I was a little buzzed from the glasses of wine and to top it off I was extremley hot (if you know what I mean). This was one of the times i wished Taylor was here, He would have taken me into the rest room and screwed my brains out. Thats what I liked about him, he didnt care where we were he would always find away to cool me down...just the tought og him touching me made me clentch my legs together.

"Ok I think we better go before you get us kicked out of here." I looked at her.

"What are you talking about? How am I going to get us kicked out." I wanted to slap her for interrupting my memeoires (even though im sure he wasnt thinking about me right now).

"Cause you're over there rubbign you legs together and moaning. Did you forget where we were?

Damn she was we were in the middle of a crowed resturant and I'm having hot flashes. Weneeded to leave and quick before I did something to embarass us...again.

Bad thing was I was too buzzed to drive so I gave Latoya my car keys.

When we got into the car I laid my head back and closing my eyes I let the wine bring back memories of Taylor and the nights of passionate love making we had (at least thats what I thought they were..too bad he had a different theory). My eyes closed and hormones raging the let the electric voice of Avant flow into my ears (ironiclly the song play was Making Good Love). I listed while i waited in the car for Latoya to finish filirting with some guy and bring her ass in the car. As I listened to Avant sing in his sexy ass voice i felt myself getting hot all over again...I couldnt take it any more. I reached in the back seat and got my lovely sliver goddess balls...good thing i was wearing a skirt or getting them things insdie of me would have been hard to do...Once I got situated I started thinking of Taylor and how his masterful tounge Knew how to find every hidden spot on my body...I rocked my legs faster...

I dont know when Latoya came in the car...but I was too far gone to stop...I know she turned the music up louder...I guess my moans were a little to loud for her (or so i thought). I dont know what made me open my legs when I felt her hand rub my leg. I could feel her hand moving up my leg and under my skirt. I tried to close my legs but she slid her finger inside me so smoothly and quickly. All resistance left me. It might have been the wine or my lonliness that made me open my legs farther. I heard the balls drop to the floor and she sucked in a breath. I could feel her slip her index finger inside of me and tickled my g-spot. Moans erupted from my throat. She used her thumb to rub my clit. I imagined her hands were Taylor's. I wanted it to be Taylor finger sexing me and not my friend (even though i have to admit she moved her fingers better than Taylor ever had)...

I loved the way she was fingering me. I guess that's what made me moan louder than the music...How she still managed to drive was beyond me. I was sitting over here in the passanger side going crazy...Good thing I just darkened the tints on the windows of my car (and it also helped it was nigth time) or else there would have been alot of people staring...I could see her nipples were rock hard through her thin shirt. I dont know what possessed me to play with one but she let out a moan that matched mine. She played with my clit and fingered me harder...just when I'm about to erupt in escasty she stops...I was seriously about to slap her...

I was sweating and out of breath. I watched her park and get out the car (i couldnt feel my limbs) and she opened the passanger side door. I didnt even notice that we were at my home. She grabbed me and pulled me out the car. Both of us the same height, we were face to face. She grabbed my hand pulling me close to her. Before I could even react she kissed me hard on my lips, her tongue darting into my mouth. It wasnt a tender kiss, it was one of those fuck me now kisses. I know i should have pushed her away but i ended up kissing her harder than she did me.

It must have took all of five minutes to make our way to the bedroom. She stroked my hair and eased me down onto the bed. I relaxed closing my eyes I felt her warm breath over my clit. I let out a low moan when she flicked her tounger over my wet spot (damn she knew what she was doing). I could feel her tounge stroking deep inside me. She used her fingers to part my lips so she could push her tongue deeper insdie me.

"Fuck me" Were the words that rushed out of my mouth in between heavy breaths. Her mouth never left my body as she reached under the bed and pulled out a massive dildo (guess she wasnt joking). As she came up to suck on my nipples she pushed the huge thing insdie me...She moved it in and out of me as she coitnued to suck on my nipples.

"Harder" I insisted and she pushed it harder and deeper inside me. My moansconitnued to grow as i felta massive explosin coming on...

RING!!! I hated that damn alarm clock. It always has a tendency to wake me up when thing were getting to the best part. But its a good thing it did ring or else i would have over slept and been late to work (again)...

Well thats the first part of the story. I know its a little explicit but I hoped you like it.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Angel Wings Series

Hello everyone....yes yes i know its been a while since my last post i know but i told you i started class and that is taking up alot of my time....But let me fill you all in on whats going on with the books....Its basically the same as last time for Radien and Melody's book. But i do have the concepts dont for the first to Griffion stories, which is going to be the leader and Necro. And the back story for the Griffons done and its pretty good. if i do say so myself. The name of their series is called the Angel Wings yeah you see im making some type of progress.

well thats is for now I have to get back to my studies....oh by the way I have a new blog...its now i have two blogs so make sure to follow them both...

Until Next Time SMUCHEZ MISS J

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


Hello everyone,

yes yes i know i haven't updated in a long time. But no worried because i am here now. Ok so lets start with school...well classes for me have started so im really trying to focus on doing my best with that right now. Im actually taking alot of english classes to help me better create the characters and their world....but on to the real stuff because i know you want to know about whats happening with Radien and when I will be done with the book....

Well as of now im still in the process of finishing up the book, but because of school and all the time that it demands i havent be able to write the way i wanted to. So as of right now the story is on hold.

But on the brighter side of things I have gathered together the story for the first of the Griffions books....yes yes i know im always jumping around but thats how my mind works and i have learned that when an idea comes to me not to ignore it.

But thats all for now so until next time (hopefully i cant give u a excerpt from Radiens book...possibly one of my favorite scenes)...

Saturday, August 22, 2009


Hey followers whats going on? Well let me update you on my progress. Well I have the end of Eternal Light almost completely written. (like I told you before) But bad news is that i love the last half of the stroy but I feel the first half doesnt flow the way i want it too. Not only that but the overall plot of the book has changed so I really do have to go back a rewrite the first half of the story over...(dont worry there will still be presphrone causing problems tho lol.) thats what I'm about to do now i just wanted to fill you all in...until next time.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Update (story preview): Taste of the Wolf

Hey everyone see i told you i would have something for you to read while i worked on Radien's story. So here's a little background from the story. Well its written in first person narvtive, as for the concept of the story its still under construction. Basically a female alpha were wolf enters school and has an animal attraction to her professor lol but thats all im going to tell you lol...well her is a sneak peak of Taste of the Wolf (the first chapter)oh and the change between characters are spearated by a row of..............just so you dont get confused.

Great…I guess summer vacation is over….just great….I’ve been complaining all summer about wanting my classes to start now that they are here I wish it was summer again. It was the first thought that came into my head when I walked into the building. I was shocked at the inside; from outside the building appeared to be so small but inside is huge. There were turnstiles in the center of the room, where you swiped your ID. Or what I liked to call you school jail card…well that’s what my picture looked like anyway. The floors were covered with a cheap black carpet. Just past the turnstiles the floors were hardwood and looked as if they have just been polished. The walls were covered with bight pictures...damn things gave me a headache. Hanging from the ceilings was the flags from all over the world. You know I never did understand the point of hanging up a nation's flag because now a day’s everyone is mixed. I mean really who can say that they are a pure anything. The security desk was sitting in a little booth in the far corner in the front. The area after the turn style was huge, in the middle of the hard wood floors where sets of tables forming a square with welcome back to school signs ever were
I hate this new school. I’m still trying to figure out what made me come to this school. But then again it’s not like my GPA is a 4.0 more like a 2.9 but who’s counting. Yea most def not Harvard material, don’t you agree. Damn I’m going to be late for class…yea it figures I would be the one to be late to a class that was only a few feet away from me. Yeah go figure, just my luck that my ID isn’t going through. After swiping it about half a dozen times I finally got a green light to go on through. Finally. I hadn’t even noticed all the people that where around me. I was type late for class, didn’t really have time for meaningless chit chat. Making my way through the traffic of people however seemed to be pretty easy, easing around people standing in the hallway for no reason…don’t they have anything better to do with their lives…?
Damn I’m late…By like 3 min...Shouldn’t be a big deal right…damn I hope not. Straightening out my jacket I opened the door. Everyone was already in their seats look anxious for class to start. Glancing around the room I could see the professor wasn’t in the room. Glancing around the room it looked like a tiny little space in the wall. The walls where a dirty cream color with a dirty white floor. Room looked as if it hadn’t been cleaned all year. Not to mention there was this huge column sitting in the middle of the room, cutting it in half. I spotted a seat in the back over buy a window. Yes I was going to need some fresh air if I was going to make it through the next hour and ten minutes alive. I walked past the people sitting in the front row making faces at me….yea ok they better keep their faces to themselves…sitting in the front bunch of nerds. I had to put my books down first then turn my body sideways so I could get into my seat…yeah sometimes having hips wasn’t such a great thing.
Ok now that I’m nice and cozy….what time is it. Wasn’t class supposed to start ten minutes ago? Hummm don’t let me find out I rushed to class for nothing. Huffing I laid my head down on the desk and waited for this damn professor to come in….what the hell was taking him so long……………
Damn just what I need to be running late for class. Some professor I am. Running down these three blocks in the city was no joke. I still don’t understand why the buildings are so damn far apart. But then again it is the city. And on top of that I left the damn attendance sheet at home…AHHHH this is going to be a long day I can feel it. Busting through the double doors shoulder first was not a good idea. Throwing the suitcase I had in my hands on the scanner I ran through the turnstiles and towards the classroom...
Fixing myself up a little. Straightening out my suit and tie I easily opened the door to a classroom that looked to be filled with annoyed and sleepy students. And who can blame them it was 7:30 in the morning...shit even I had a hard time getting up in the morning.... damn walking through that door and into that classroom I feel like I just walked into jail…..but then again what was school to a bunch of students who wanted to be back in bed…..
“Good morning class.” I had to clear my throat making sure that everyone heard me. When I knew I had the attention I continued on with my lesson.
“Hello students my name is Professor Waver and welcome to your first class in Mythology in Literature.” I wrote the day’s topic on the board…which was really nothing but a short introduction into the class. “Well let me tell you abo……” humm what was that smell…yeah sometimes I hated have “extra” senses. But oh god what was that delicious smell. Following the scent with my eyes and nose…I don’t know how I still managed to talk but it was working out some kind of way. When I finally come to the source of that heavenly smell I couldn’t pull my eyes away.
This was when all my problems were about to start. I couldn’t force myself to stop looking at her.
“In this course we are going to take a glance into the world of Greek, Roman, Egyptian, and many other cultures take on mythology.” I inhaled each breath I had to take…oh god she smell like peaches and honey, mixed with a some unique smell I couldn’t put an name on... Wait a minute I know she is not sleeping in my class….walking over to her body her smell got stronger, taking over my nose. I forced myself to focus on my job. Standing over her desk, I saw her long rusty red hair hanging off the side of the table.
“Ok class you can leave now.” I had to let them out I felt myself starting to lose my voice. And I must say that only fifteen minutes of the class had gone by, buy the way my class left they weren’t complaining… The more air I took in the more she filled my nose. After hearing all the students get up and leave the room I tapped on her shoulder…Ooohhhh gosh she felt soft. I watched as she slowly lifter her head up to wipe the sleep out of her eyes. I guess once she felt she was clear of the crust in her eye she looked up at me. Her face left me speechless. She had the fullest and juiciest lips I have seen in my life….and believe I have had a very long life. The sides of her face where full and plump like you could pinch her cheeks all day. I watched her stare at me with a…..ahhh hell I couldn’t read her expression but her eyes hypnotized me. They seemed to be the same red as her hair but still seemed to look brown. The depths of them were endless.
“You slept through my class……Don’t let it happen again.” It was all I could say. I had to get out of that room before I did something that would cost me my career...
I woke up when I felt someone tap my shoulder. I had heard the whole class lecture but I still couldn’t bring myself to sit up. That’s why I hated to sleep sometimes because I can go into a deep sleep for hours. Hummmmm maybe if I didn’t stay out all night I could have been awake for my class. When I felt someone touch me I wanted to tell them to get the hell off me but the touch was so soothing I couldn’t move, and then I felt the touch again. This time I had to lift my head up because now the smell of a male was filling in my nose. When I looked up I wasn’t sure if I was dreaming or if I was awake and this extremely handsome man was looking down at me as if he wanted me right then and there. And from the smell he was giving off I think he did. I had to wipe my face to make sure I was fully awake. Because he seriously could not have been my professor looking like that, but then again it would explain why I heard half the females in the classroom gasp when he walked in….he must be out of a dream because he is perfect. He was standing over me, with a wide chest and board shoulders. Even through his professional appearance I could still see that he was extremely well built. His lips were full and looked as if you could suck on them for days and still want more. But even then he had the face of a 25 year old and the eyes of a man who has lived for ages. His face reminded me of a mix between the Rock and LL Cool J….damn this man is fine. I watched him looking at me and I couldn’t move. He was giving off this power that made me stay where I was. He had this Alpha power about him that I couldn’t help but be drawn to.
“You slept through my class……..don’t let it happen again.” I heard him say. His voice was a low bedroom voice that could do things to a woman. There was such power and authority in his voice yet at the same time it was gentle. I watched him as he rushed out of the classroom…..I want him…..I should not be having these thoughts. I mean I’m a student and he’s my professor along with many other reasons……damn this is going to be hard… I gathered my books and headed towards the student lounge on the same floor. I didn’t have another class for another two hours so I might as well chill out. I’m so tempted to go home I don’t know what to do with myself. And it doesn’t help that all I can think about is my Professor, I could still smell his scent in my nose and even with all these people around me I could smell that he was close but hidden….what was his name. I know he said it when he came in but I wasn’t paying attention. Even though now I wish I had been.
The student lounge was huge. Computers lined the walls on both sides while chairs and tables filled the room from different angles. The floor was covered in a thick tan carpet, the wall where a mahogany color. It reminded me of a classical library in some way. The seat where extremely soft as I sat down.....Damn they felt good. I eased back into the chair and closed my eyes again. I usually didn’t fall asleep in public places but damn I’m staying awake for two hours was not going to happen… know the bad part about sleeping is the dreaming……damn I hate dreaming nothing but nightmares…..but I have to get some type of sleep or I will pass out for my next class………
Running, running, running, that’s all I ever seem to do in my dreams. Running in a never ending circle. I ran until I couldn’t stand anymore. Then it went black. I am falling but never seem to hit the ground, just falling. Screaming as loud as I can but no one is around to hear me. I don’t know where I am. It’s all black around me. I stopped falling after a while. Just floating in the air. Sharp pains come out of nowhere I can feel the sting against my skin, constantly hitting my back and my arms. I can’t run. There is a force holding me in place. The pain of the lashes…I can feel it all over my body. Floating here in the dark, being whipped by something I can’t run from. Tears are starting to flow down my face. I can hear a voice loud and clear. An evil and dark voice coming from inside the dark. “You are alone child. No one can save you. No one will care that you are missing. You’re an empty vessel that takes up time and space. No one cares about you…..” I heard the voice repeat that over and over. Each word stung worse than the slashes that were going against my body. Suddenly my clothes were gone. Now here I was being whipped across my naked body. I heard the voice again. This time I could recognize it….it couldn’t be…”Now look at that body…..hummmmm something that used to be so lovely. Now it is destroyed and disgusting. Who would want you now? Look at you…..” It said. Chills coved my body. It couldn’t be….it has to be anyone else just not him…the voice was coming closer now. I could hear the footsteps even though there was no ground under me. I hovered in pain staring into the dark. The voice came again and the footsteps closer. “What happened to you? You used to be so beautiful to look at. Now look at you. You are nothing but trash now.” I could hear breathing from the side of the dark where the voice was coming from. A long and slow in hale came out and I felt my legs spread. I couldn’t fight, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t breathe…it can’t be. Not again. “Hummmmm do you want to know a secret?” The voice said in a dark laugh. Finally I was able to see the form and face of the voice…………..NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. It can’t be. “Oh but it is. Hummm you still smell so sweet. Even though you are damaged. Hummm…” It stepped closer and out of the shadow. Now there was dim light in the darkness now. The voice took the form of a man. The scar on his face spread down to his neck. His eyes where completely black, he walked over to me. How could he be walking on the air? He stopped on my side. I felt his hand sliding over my stomach. Fear took hold of me and tears began falling. “Please……don’t.” it was a whisper that left my mouth. “Don’t what….you know I've always loved the way you smelled. And you taste better then you smell. Hummm it’s been a long time since I seen you last I wonder if you still have that sweet taste.” He leaned forward and licked my cheek and more tears fell. “How about we find out shall we?” He licked my ear and I felt his hands plunge into my body….
I woke up in a cold sweat with tears falling down my face. This was the dream that kept me from sleeping at night. I could still see that scared face in my mind every time I closed my eyes. I looked around and suddenly felt like bolting towards the door. It made me feel a little better to know that no one paid me any attention but at the same time I needed someone to comfort my nerves. I started shaking; I no longer had control of my body's reactions. I had to get out of here. I stood and ran towards the bathroom, push past people I locked myself into one of the stalls. Sobs starting coming out of my body as I sat shaking on the toilet seat……
I don’t know why I watched her from a distance. I watched her look around for some where to sit. I wonder why she seems to like sitting in the corners. Even in my class she was sitting in the back in the corner. Inhaling her scent filled my nose. Sending my blood pressure soreing. Hummm what was it about her that made me feel this way. I know I shouldn’t look at her like this. Being her teacher I should not want to hold her close and breathe in the same air that came from her body…she is my student but she is very special. I couldn’t help but smirk a little as I watched her fall asleep in the chair in the student lounge. She looked extremely comfortable and yet at the same time she looked very awkward.
“Why hello Mr. Wavers….your looking good this morning.” Before I turned around I knew who it was. It was Zala, her name meant beauty and I must say that she was a great treat for my eyes. She was around six feet tall in her heels. I looked at her once over and could feel the shifting in my body. Damn how long has it been since I was with someone. Its been months that’s how long it had been. Hummm and I could smell her heat coming from her body.
“Well hello Zala. How are you doing this morning? All is well at home I hope.” I turned around to face her and watched her eyes roam over my body. Of course I knew what she was thinking about. She remembered what had happened the last time between us. I saw the lust in her eyes and feel her body on my skin. For a moment I almost gave into my senses. That is until that scent invaded my senses all over again. I turned back in the direction that it came from. My…my, my, my….she hadn’t moved and yet I smelled her breath in my nose. The closer I looked I saw that she had broke out in a heavy sweat and her breathing had increased…hum I wonder what she was dreaming about. From the expression on her face it was not something pleseant, she looked more like she was in pain…For some reason I couldn’t explain I wanted to hold her and tell her everything was going to be ok. I wanted to comfort her and take her fear away. It must have been serious because a few seconds later she woke and made a run for the woman’s bathroom…Everything that was male in me told me to run after her but common sense made me stay where I was.
“She is beautiful is she not.” I hear Zala say as she wrapped her arms around me. I hated when she did this.
“What did I tell you about affection at the work place?” My tone was harsh but level.

Friday, August 7, 2009


Hey everyone! How are you all doing.Me I'm good currently at a friends house. I need a short break from writing as you all know. I just bought Rapture by Jacquelyn Frank...Im on pg 100 right now and i love the story. I cant wait for Pleasure to come out in the next few weeks.

But anywayz I have been thinking of the concept behind The Elemental Kings Series and I've gotten where lol. But im still working it. On the bright side tho I've gathered the concept for Adien and Jaden's book and Jades character is a bit on the dark side lol and i cant wait for you to see his relationship with Aaron. Also Adiens story is on the way was well. Im really looking forward to writing his story and showing you just how much of a sweetheart he is. A little rough around the edges but a sweetheart none the less. But thats all i have to say right now. so Until Next Time...(p.s I will add a short story to my blog within the next few days to keep you guys entertained while I work on the stories.)

Monday, August 3, 2009


Hey guy whats up. well I havent started on the Elemental Kings series yet, im still trying to figure out the basic concept for them.

But on the brighter side of things I wrote the end scene for Radien's story the other day (so excited.) Now im working on closing the gap from where I'm at and the end of the story. Then after I do that all thats left is to edit the chapters and then i will have my very first completed manuscript. (again so excited.) so but the end of the year I want to have started Adien's story like i said before I am really looking forward to writing his story I think. And to add to that I have Jaden's character to introduce you too...wait till you meet him.

Secondly I am proud to anounce that Bion and Anima have their own story coming as well. That i wrote some of the concept down for their book. I guessing this book will be a very big book because you see how Bion was created and see anima grow up and all that. I dont wanna give to much away before i start writing that book so thats all im telling you about for now.

But on a more personal note Sherrilyn Kenyon's Bad Moon Rising comes out tomorrow and i am so excited to get it. OMG i cant wait she is truely a great writer i love her dark hunter series and the dream and were hunters. but until next time. smuches

Wednesday, July 29, 2009


Hey guys...i hate to tell you but Radiens story is going to take me a little longer now because the story line has changed some what....and a second error is that the picture of the guy before is not what Radien looks like. this is what Radien looks like:

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Writers Block...again

OK i offically have writers block again...know what its not so much writers block then it is i dont know how to write the next few scenes of the book. Usual a scen that i needs pops into my head when im doing something and i have to hurry to write it down...right now its like i have i ideas but its hard to put them into words. I see the scene so clearly in my head but writing it isnt coming out so good because i want all readers to be able to see and feel the secnes like i do....not to mention i have the first few chapters that i have to go back a rewrite and make them fit more into the over all story once im done with the book. but a wirters block hasnt stoppped me before and im not about to start now so just give me a days rest and i;; be back at it...u kno since i've been writing for a week stright. (the longest stright write i ever did) so pretty much my brain is kidda burnt out....

Sceondly i think im going to start writing and getting the concept for the Elemental Kings series. So ill update ya'll on that when i start it.

Thrid what i forgot to mention before is that the hounds (Radien and his brothers) is just one part of a series called the breed series. The series breaks off into about 5 or 6 different sub series. Once the hounds are finished the Griffions will be next follwed by the Harpies and so on and so on. Untilmetly all the series tie into each other which you will see...Until then I'll keep you updated

Until Next Time.....

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Personal Update 1: Eternal Light

Hey everyone! I know i havent updated in a while but I've been a little distracted. The picture I put is what Radien looks like, just add white eyes and long black hair and you have Radien.....speaking of Radien his story is almost complete. I'm just having a little trouble figuring out the ending..(dont wanna make it too long) but at the same time i want to do the story justice. OH and i figured out a title for Radien's story it's called Eternal Light. I'm really looking forward to getting it published and out there. I'm a little nerves but i have faith in myself.

I'm also looking forward to writing Adien's story. I think you guys will love him because he is a funny character. In his book you also get a better look into Jaden and learn some surpriseing stuff about him but shhhhh I'm not going to tell you all the good stuff lol.

I'm also working on another series called The Elemental Kings series. They are a great bunch of guys and I will give you more about them as i write their stories. I think over all in the series there will be 7 to 8 books. So look out for that.

Also once i have the series going I will be working on a non-paranormal book. The title hasn't been decided yet so i will also keep you updated on that....

I just want to let everyone who reads my blog thank you so much. Until Next Time...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Messiah (Early Copy)

The love he had for his mother was strong, but no where near as strong as the hate he had for his father.

When he was younger he watched his mother cry many nights from abuse she had been put through. He look at her, see her beautiful face swollen and black and blue, he couldnt figure out why she stayed with him. He finally asked her why she had told him with tears in her eyes that it wasnt that easy to just up and leave...He still didnt understand.

He couldnt understand then because he was young. But as he grew up he began to understand why his mother stayed. If she left she would have no where to go. His father had seperated her from her family and friends. All she had then was him and her son. His father had provided her with luxuries that any woman would kill for. She never had to worry about a place to live or where her next meal would come from. She knew when she married him the man that he was....he was the king of his territory and he ruled the streets with an iron fist.

Everyday after school he would wait for her to come home. He'd greet her with hugs and kisses. He would hold on as long as he could before his father would come in and pull them apart. His mother would embrace his father and anfer would shoot through his young body.The thought that his father touched his mother made him want to strangle the man.

When he was in his adolescent years, his father would beat on him for no reason at all. As he became a teen the abuse became more intense and the beatings grew more violent. The more he was beat the more his anger consumed him. when his father wasnt hitting him, he could hear his mother screaming for him to stop beating her.

When his mother decided that she couldnt take any more, she packed her bags and took Messiah and left.

She didnt know where she was going to go but she knew she had to get away. she had left when he was sleep, and for a while she was safe. She had moved across the country and lived happily for a while...

Until his father started seeing another woman. This woman poisoned his mind, playing on his insecurites for her own personal gain. His father was easily persuaded to thinking that his mother would tell the cops about his operation and that she would take everything he had left away from him.

He had found her a week later and appeared in the night while Messiah slept in his room. His father had crypt into his mothers room. He stood over her and shook her awake. He wanted to see the panic in her eyes when he strangled her. She had struggled with him, she had been tossed against the wall, kicking and swinging her arms trying to break his grip on her neck. But it was useless, his father was stronger and he held her there until she had stopped moving and her eyes were lifeless. A single tear had fallen down his face as he carried her body back in the bed and left the house as silently as he came.

Messiah had seen his father leaving the room and ran into his mothers bed. he screamed when he saw her. He wrapped her cold body in his arms, he held her close to his body and cried. He had lost the only woman he loved to the man he hated. He knew what he had to do but he wasnt prepared to do it. If he tried now he would surely be killed. Knowing this he kissed his mothers cold forehead and disspeared into the night.

10 years Later

Messiah walked into the huge house. It was quite and no one. He searched the house; he hear noises coming from upstairs. Slowly and quitely he crept up the stairs. The door to the noise was locked. His eyes canned the hallway looking for something to break down the door. Finally he decided to kick the door in.

His eyes grew huge when a little girl ran into him. He looked down at the little girl and saw his fathers face. He wanted to hate the child but he knew she had nothing to do with anything. He could see that she was scared and had been beaten before she was locked in the room.

He asked how she ended up in the small space. she told him that she had been locked in there for two days. when he asked her were his father was she told him that he was outside doing his daily check of the house. all the servants were gone and her mother...Carmen was sleeping.

Messiah told the little girl to wait for him outside. she ran off as he quitely walked into Carmens room. Pushing the double door to the room open he was her sleeping...undistrubed by his presence. He locked the doors and walked over to her. Standing over her; he gripped the pillow from under her head and held it over her face. She gaasped for air, she struggled to get free but all she managed to do was drain her engery till she finally lay there lifeless...looking up at the ciling with a blank expression.

With Caremn dead Messiah look for his father out in the yard. He found him counting his money. When his father looked at him, he showed no emotion just a heartless smile...

Watchng his fathers every move Messiah watched his father walk over to him. He bellowed with laughter when Messiah told him of what he had planned for him. His father stood face to face with him, eyes burning through each other. Before his father could strike him he punched him in the face, knocing him to the ground. Quickly Messoah jumped on top of him. With a war cry and his mothers name of his lips he cut his fathers throat from ear to ear.

Standing over his body, covered in blood Messiah laughed at his father's dead body. His father and his kingdom was dead and his mother was avenged. Now he was the ruler of his fathers territory.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Radien (Chapter 2)

The Underworld
“What do you mean mated. How the hell can a three headed dog from the underworld mate to anything.” Hades paced his throne room. Shaking his head, he refused to believe that his so called guard dog had mated to a soul that was passing along the Acheron River. “And I bet the fates just love the fact the beast that both immortals and mortals fear has turned into a useless ball of fur, not to mention thing just up and vanished.” Damn what was he going to do now? What he needed protection from was something not even his powers could stop. How was he going to find another guard dog as vicious as the one he just lost? Bad enough the damn race was on the verge of extinction but he would have to travel back to the beginning of time and get another one…again. It wasn’t an easy task to do especially when he had to bargain with the fates so they won’t damage anything he holds dear…like his wife.
“I do not wish to bargain with those three bitches again. They knew that she would imprint and they didn’t even warn me or anything. I know they are having a good laugh about this one. Damn it.” Hades flopped into his throne with an angry sigh. How was he going to find another female Cerberus or a Hell Hound as they were usually called, a female was rare and almost impossible to find. They were vicious and deadlier then the males. They are the real bitches of the underworld. Ruthless killers they were, anything that threatened Hades and his kingdom was chewed up and spit out without hesitation.
“My love, do not anger the fates. You know not to cross them. And besides my love I know of one who is more vicious then the one you just lost. And he is quite unique one of a kind, if their species had a God he would be it….His power is uncharted, he is more powerful than your brother Zeus.” Persephone stood beside her husband rubbing his shoulder to relax him she hated to see him worried like this.
“What do you mean more powerful than Zeus? There is no such thing. And if there was all the Gods would know about it.” Hades shook her hand off his shoulder. He was in no mood to be comforted by his wife. His temper was getting the best of him and he didn’t want to hear about things that didn’t exist.
Persephone let out a long breath before she continued to speak to her husband. “My love...” she moved to stand in front of him. Bending down on her knees in front of him, she looked into his troubled eyes. “There are even things you and your mighty family does not even know about.”
“Then how is it that you know about them then? Surely if I do not know then you and your little powers cannot know...” She was tempted to show him exactly what she could do with her little powers but she forced her anger under control. Two angry Gods would do nothing about the trouble that was coming their way in a short time.
“Do you trust me…” she waited for his response as she started into his eyes. “Hades my love do you trust me.”
“Of course I trust you.” He answered through clenched teeth. Grabbing his hands Persephone continued to speak.
“Then listen and listen well because you only have one chance to get him here and if you do not we are doomed...” She had his full attention now as her voice grew stern and serious. “His name is Radien. To get to him you must travel through time…..”
“Of course I have to travel through time, to the beginning of time. Yes I know so tell me something that I do not know.” He pulled his hands away from her standing he started to pace again.
“Do not walk away from me when I am talking to you. You maybe the lord of the underworld but do not underestimate me and what I can do.” She started at Hades, who finally stopped pacing and looked into her eyes. His face was passive but his eyes held the rage he would dare not take out on her, “Now if you will listen...You must travel beyond the beginning of time.”
“Persephone there is nothing before the beginning of time. You do not know what you are talking about.”
“No Hades I know what I am talking about…fine then look.” She held out her hand and a crystal appeared. She watched as Hades approached her. “Look my love and see what I tell you is the truth.” He stepped closer and peered into the crystal ball.
“There is nothing there.”
“Look closer my love. It is time before time. It is Oblivion. In this realm there is nothing. And only the most powerful of beings are able to travel there. It is where the three Universes are, do you not see it…My love do you know of Bion, the Universe of life.” He shook his head. “Well Bion is what gave life to the titian Cronos and all those before him. He is the beginning and the end, when a God dies their powers flow back into his veins and depending on the power of the God he either brings them back to life or keep their power for himself……Look closer my love and see what I tell you is the truth.”
Hades stared harder into the crystal, he watched as it went from a clear shimmering crystal to black. What he saw was nothing like what he had ever seen. And that coming from a God who was there before human time that says a lot. The longer he started into the black crystal the more he saw, there were streams of blue and green that danced together. He saw no figured but he could feel the overwhelming power that was in this realm.
“How can this be true?”
“There are many things even you don’t know about my love.” She closed her hands and the crystal disappeared.
“How is it possible for a beast to have such power? I have never heard of a Hell Hound having that much power. It’s inconceivable that a place like this can even exist. I should have felt a power as strong as that was. There is no way for a mere hellhound to live there.” Hades walked around his wife as he spoke. “and more to the point how is it possible for you to have access to that power. What are you not telling me?” If she told him the truth he would have killed her right then and there. Instead she spoke nothing to give herself away.
“I have told you my love do not dismiss my powers…And like I have told you Radien is not like the rest of the species. He is quite unique. And we need his help if we expect to survive the next year.”
“Ok so tell me how does a creature such as this will come and help me.” He arched his brow as he waited for her response.
“Well you have to perform a ritual so to say.”
“A ritual?”
“Yes, you must get the blood of your previous hellhound”
“Ok easy”
“No you need to slit the throat of the most vicious heads. Then once you have the blood you must hurry and spread it out in a pentagram. Once you have done that you must offer you own blood into the pentagram. And it cannot be blood from any part of your body. It must be from the part that is used the most.” She paused, she watched as Hades face became full on confusion. He started at her and she glanced down to his manhood. If it wasn’t a serious time the look on his face would have made her laugh but now was not the time.
“You cannot be serious.”
“Yes it is your most used part. And the blood is stronger than in any other part of your body. Once you have offered your blood you must call his name while standing in the pentagram. Then he will appear and you must tell him why you have called him and you must offer him something he cannot refuse.”
“What would that be exactly?”
She paused before she spoke again “I hear it is lonely for him in that realm, so offer him the company of one of the most beautiful woman in your kingdom, weather in the Elysian Fields or in Tartarus.” She closed the space between them with one quick step.
“A woman, that’s it?” It can’t be that easy. Hades thought. But then again what better way to get a lonely man or creature then a beautiful companion.
“Yes a woman. The most beautiful, is it not true that if I had been offered to you my love you would have taken me without hesitation. Even though I think you would prefer to steal me anyway.”
“Yes. So there it is then.” Hades cupped his wife’s face. “You are the most beautiful woman in my world.”
“To you I am my love, but to him I will not be.” At least she hoped it would be that way.
“Any man or beast would be blind not to want you. But I am most thankful that he will not want you… beautiful wife.” He kissed her passionately before he set out to complete his task.

Radien was jerked awake from his sleep. Only to open his eyes and realize he was in the throne room of Hades, the lord of the underworld. Dragging his body to full standing position Radien looked around the massive room. Everything about the room reminded him of death, everything was a black and a blood red color. In the distance you could hear the screams of the souls that were being tortured.
A ritual. Radien thought as he looked down at the blood pentagram. A ritual hasn’t been done in thousands of years. What could have the all powerful God of the underworld so shaken as to call the most powerful of creatures forth? Radien smiled at the thought of Hades being powerless, it was a pretty funny thing to see the lord of underworld scared.
“I’m glad you find all this amusing.” Hades sat in his throne with two of the most beautiful woman Radien had ever seen. He knew the one to his right was the queen Persephone he could smell Hades on her body. The one to the left was the sacrifice he assumed. She was a beauty by any means, tall and lean with beautiful olive skin. Her long blonde hair was pulled back into a traditional bun. Her eyes would make the most beautiful Egyptian woman envious. Yes she was beauty but nowhere near as beautiful as Persephone.
“Yes I am quite amused that you woke me up from my sleep in some feeble attempt to help you with you with your problem. But you know what I find even more amusing?” Radien took a step out of the pentagram. “Is that I can smell the fear on you. Along with the hate you have for the fact I am more powerful than you…” He paused and turned his attention to Persephone. “Hello Persephone” Radien inclined his head. “It has been awhile since I last saw you. I hardly recognized you with the scent of Hades all on you. How is it that you became his?”
“She is mine because I wanted her to be mine mutt. So watch yourself.” Hades stood from his throne. Radien laughed at Hades as he tried to puff his chest out and look intimidating.
“Watch yourself Hades. I have killed more powerful beings than you for much less. Be happy I have had a good sleep and I’m in a somewhat good mood.” He should kill the man. Instead he turned his attention to Persephone, ignoring Hades and his thoughts.
“Hello Radien... It is a long story. One I will gladly tell you but first I need your help.”
“Don’t you mean we need your help?” Radien arched his brow. “Come on Pes, come and tell me what happened that has you so scared that you call me.” Radien extended his hand.
Hades watched in disbelief as his wife went over to the hellhound. “I am not a hellhound you worthless God.” Hades couldn’t speak. He can hear my thoughts.
“Yes God, I can hear your thoughts if I want to.” Radien voice was full of distain as he eyed the God. The temptation to kill the Greek was strong but Persephone would be killed as well, and he liked her...a lot more than he should. She grabbed his hand and hooked her arm into his.
“You blush, why is that?” Radien whispered in her ear. He watched as her cheeks became even more flushed.
You are naked Radien, as much as I love my husband you are still quite a sight to look at. He heard her thoughts and let out a light chuckle. He heard Hades thoughts as well. With the snap of his fingers he was dressed.
“Better now.”
“Come and let us take a walk around your kingdom and tell me what is wrong…..No worries Hades I’ll bring her back. There will be no need to have a tantrum.”
Mutt. Radien let out a low warning growl at Hades.
“My love be careful.” Hades replied from his throne. He wanted to take the beast heads off but thought better of it.
“Yes think before you act God, wouldn’t want your love to be sad now would you…Now come Pes, we have much to discuss and little time to do it.” He led her toward the double doors of the room.
“He will not hurt me Hades…Right Radien.” She said as she glanced back at her husband. Radien shook his head yes and led Persephone through the open doors.
“I will be fine Hades.” Persephone said as the doors closed.
“Do not worry Pes, I will help you. Not for your God, but I have an old score to settle with this devil but I will hunt for him. I will not sit down and act like a pet for Hades and guard his gate.” He looked down at her as they walked away from the castle. She was beautiful as ever to him. It had been a long time since he last seen her, far too long if you ask him.
“Very well, I understand. But how will you hunt him. When neither me nor Hades can find him.”

“You are not me and your powers are not enough. Even though I am impressed with the fact that Hades had the power to summon me. I wonder how he got to Bion in the first place. Not to mention that the blood from his pet and himself must have been strong.”
“Yes, well the more the body part is used the stronger the blood.” Persephone blushed.

“Oh that is disgusting Pes. You summoned me with penis blood.” Oh hell no. Radien had to fight the urge to vomit.
“It is the most used place.”
“Bad mental image.” Radien and Persephone laughed as they walked through the underworld. Radien felt a tingle go down his spine. Hummm it seems the devil is on his way here, this should be fun. Radien thought as they walked back towards Hades castle.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Radien (Chapter 1)

Melody Sonders, at the tender age of 25 prided herself on her work. She was one of the youngest publishers around. She had worked long and hard to get her business where it was today. Trinity Publishing was one of the world’s foremost accomplished companies. With more than five hundred authors under contract with her and her company she dominated her field.
Any and everyone wanted what she had. By the age of 23 she had her own mini mansion. She never had to worry about money. She went from having nothing to following her dreams and having more that she would have ever imagined. She made enough money to take care of herself and pay for another home where her mother lived. She was proud she could take care of her mother in her old age.
She should be enjoying youth and success. She should be traveling other countries without having business to handle when she got there. She should be taking trips to exotic islands or sailing on a ship around the world. She should be doing something other than what she was doing right now.
Instead of enjoying herself she sat in her office with her head in her hands. She was hurt and betrayed. She never thought she would feel like this. With her office door locked she wept. She wanted privacy for what she was going through right now. She wanted to free to wallow in her anger and hurt without someone busting in on her. Asking her to explain why she was crying…she really didn’t feel like dealing with anyone right now.
“Damn you Craig.” She sobbed.
How could this have happened to her? She was supposed to have every aspect of her in under her control but somewhere along the line she became caught up with love. She had given it all she had and how had it repaid her. It lie and betrayed her, it left her blinded and vulnerable.
She should have known he was too good to be true. He started out loving and caring, he would stand behind her and comfort her when she needed it. She had became dependent on him for that support. Then he turned around and crushed her.
She should have known her was no good for her. He dogged her out and felt no remorse about it. After all she had done for him, he would turn around and leave her like this.
“Why…why…what am I going to do now?”
She raised her head as those words left her mouth. Had she really just said that?
What was she going to do? She couldn’t believe those words left her lips. No longer mad at Craig she became frustrated with herself.
What the hell am I talking about? Melody thought as she took a look around her office. She looked at the awards that covered her wall. Then her eyes roamed to the plaques that lined her bookshelf. All of which acknowledge her achievements. Achievements she had made on her own. She didn’t build her life or company with the help of a man. She had stood alone when people ridiculed her and laughed at her ideas. There was no one there to offer her comfort during the hardest times in her life. No. She had lived most of her life without a man and she refused to let one come in now and take her world away from her. She had obligations to attend to.
She was alive when she met Craig and she would live better without him.
She wiped the tears from her eyes. Pushing back her leather chair she went to unlock her office door. Once the door was unlocked she walked over to her windows. They stood floor to ceiling, and gave a beautiful view of the city sky line. She opened the nearest window and let the spring time air wrap about her body. It was like an sensual caress, one that relaxed her…a little.
Taking a deep breath she let the smell of rain water fill her nose. At that moment she vowed to herself that no man will ever have access to her heart. She would rather be alone than with someone who would make her feel less than what she was….no never again would she feel hurt and betrayed the way she felt now.
But as she stared out at the sky and watched the clouds move blocking out the sun she couldn’t stop herself from replaying the last few days in her mind. The way Craig had treated her had been low and disrespectful. She had been more than a good woman to him.
And to think I had wanted to marry him. She gave a bitter laugh. She wanted to slap herself.
With a sigh she walked away from the window. She left it open so she could feel the air in her office. She walked over to her favorite leather sofa and laid down. She need a quick nap to get herself together. She had a meeting in a few hours and needed to be fully awake. With her arm rested above her head and the other across her stomach she closed her eyes and forced herself to rest. It took a few moments but eventually she drifted off into a deep sleep…to a place where she was free from pain and hurt.

Radien walked the darkness of Oblivion. It was here he had spent the last few centuries. He had came there when he needed peace and time away from his brother’s hatred. Even after all this time they could barely stand the sight of each other.
Oblivion had seemed like a good place to come at first but after all this time he was growing lonely. Granted he had the company of his father and others, it still wasn’t the same. He longed for someone who would be waiting for him when he returned to his bedroom, ready and willing to serve him…
There had been one woman…no a goddess who had stolen his heart at one point in time. But she was long gone. He could still see her face when his closed his eyes. She remained his light in the darkness.
Ah, come on Radien stop acting like a little girl. Get your shit together. The bitch played you. He had told himself that over and over. Why he still longed and wanted her he didn’t know. She had loved him and cost him everything. He had given up everything for her and what happened? What had she done? She had left him when he needed her the most.
HE could still remember that moment clearly. He had been battling the Great Beast of Rage and Hatred. It was a fight that nearly cost him his life. He and the beast had battled for what seemed like hours, neither one wanting the other to win. Ultimately Radien had used his powers to sent the beast back to his thalamos. In doing so he drained himself of his own powers. He had never been drained of his powers, he had felt weak. Weak a feeling her had only experienced once in his long lifetime.
He had fallen to the ground. Battered and bloodied. He had seen her watching him from across the distance. He managed to crawl his way over to her. In pain he needed to feel her touch. The beast in him needed her to sooth him. He needed to feel her love for him and let it empower him.
Did she do any of that? No she didn’t. She had left him on the ground reaching for her. But there was nothing there. He called her name over and over until his voice was gone. She had never answered him. He had been humiliated be the one her loved and his brother wanted to kill him. He needed a place to get himself together…
Radien walked for what seemed like hours in the never ending darkness. He had wanted to hate her but he couldn’t. For all powerful that he was she had tamed him and his heart belonged to her. Who he hated was him-self for being weak and thinking the Fates had blessed him.
How foolish I was. He would never again allow a woman to have him. At least that what he told himself as he flashed himself to the other side of Oblivion to his bed chambers.
His head was throbbing. He need to rest. He couldn’t remember the last time he had slept. It had been days if not weeks. There was a reason of course…
Something was wrong. Something dark and evil was coming. He could feel it. It radiated in his bones but he couldn’t tell where it would come from or when it would hit. But he would worry about that later. Right now his energy and powers were depleted and sleep was calling for him. He would have swore it was a special melody just for his ears.
He stretched out across his bed. He usually slept in his true form but something in him told him to remain in his current form tonight. He didn’t fight sleep as it came for him the moment he laid his head on the bed. He couldn’t even if he wanted to. He feel into a deep sleep…a sleep that would forever change his fate.
Melody walked along the sand beach as the ocean air danced around her. Stopping at the shore line she stared out at the clear moonlit water. She stood bare foot in the sand. She curled her toes and let the sand tickle her feet.
She looked out into the water. It was clear and calm. The sky was a black as night and she could clearly see the stars as they sparkled in the sky. The moon was full and reflected in the water. The light from the moon seemed to dance with the water. Everything around her was clear, calm, and perfect. Everything in its place…So much different from her real life.
She walked to where the small waves kissed the sand. She watched as her foot print vanished with the tide. How she wish she could make the pain in her heart just vanish. The ocean waves danced on her feet, as if the ocean could feel her pain and was welcoming her into its comfort. She loved the water, especially the ocean. It electrified her and sparked some life into her. Even with just her toes in the water she could feel little tingling shocks roaming through her body. She walked into the water until it rose to her chest. The water kissed her nipple as it glided over her body. It was strange to her that she never felt cold in water.
She moved her arms in the water and watched the waves ripple with her movement. It was a dance that she and the waves did.
Radien watched her in the water. She was beautiful as the moonlight played on her skin. He had been watching her since she had started to walk along the shores edge. He thought she had been lovely before but now with her hair damn from the water and curling around her face stole the breath from his chest.
But it wasn’t just her beauty that had captured him. Rather it was the pain that he could feel coming from her. For a reason he could explain to himself her wanted to pull her to his chest and feel her breath against his skin.
He watched as she dove under the water. Curious as to what she was doing he flashed himself to the shores edge. He stared at the water with his arms folded across his chest. With the vision on his breed and his powers he could clearly see her swimming under the surface of the water. She reminded him of a mermaid. Beautiful and graceful. His eye followed her every movement. Even as she resurfaced for air his eyes remained fixated on her.
He was glad her back was to him. It allowed for his hungry eyes to roam the shape of the backside of her body. The back dress she had worn used to way to the movements of her body. Now the dress was clinging to her body. It was if the dress never wanted to be separated from her delectable body…He could understand that feeling.
“My, you are beautiful.” Melody spun around. She expected to see someone standing behind her but there was nothing, nothing but the wind blowing across her face.
Ok Mel…now you are hearing things…good job. Deciding that her imagination was playing tricks on her she turned back around to dive into the water.
“Why are you hurting? Someone a beautiful as you should never shed a tear.” His voice caressed her ear. Slowly she turned around. She gaped at the huge figure standing behind her on the shore line.
She started at him. Goodness he was huge. He was built like a line backer. Her eyes roamed from his legs to his broad shoulders to his face. She couldn’t see his face. It seemed to be shadowed from her. All she could see was the glowing of his white eyes. At least she thought they were white. His intense stare made her uncomfortable and at the same time sent shivers down her spine.
“Who are you?” she asked him. He remained silent.
She wondered how he got into her dream. Normally in her dreams she was alone…the only person there. Since she was a little girl she had been dreaming of this beach. Coming back to the same shore line…in 25 years nothing had changed. Until now…now there was this enormous man standing in front of her asking her a very personal question…She should have told him to leave, to just poof back to where he came from but as she looked at him something in her wanted him to step into the water with her.
“Why are you hurting?” Goodness that voice of his was sexy. She wished she could see his face…and yet somehow it didn’t matter if she did or didn’t.
When she didn’t respond asked her again. “What makes you hurt like this?” He walked into the water. Still with him getting closer to her she couldn’t see his face. Only his eyes…it was like he was an aperishion…no he was the man of her dreams. He had no face because she knew in the world she lived in he didn’t exist. He was the one man who could never hurt her. Mainly because he wasn’t real and this was her dream.
“Will you swim with me?” She asked him as he approached closer to her. Even in the water he seemed to overpower her. She wanted him…no needed him to swim with her. It seemed only right.
She had always wanted to go swimming with Craig but he always turned her down. Calming that he couldn’t swim…She had always wanted someone who would swim and play with her in the water. She wanted someone who could feel the same electricity she could from the water.
“Please…will you?” She asked again. She watched as he narrowed his eyes. She swore if she could see his face he would be frowning at her…how stupid was she. Wanting some figure to swim with her.
“You never have to beg with me beauty. I will do whatever you want me to do.”
Oh yeah he really was a dream man. She smiled up at him as he finally reached her. “Come.” She stepped back, turned her back to him and dove back under the water.
Radien watched her for a moment, her smile had left him momentarily paralyzed. He heard all her thoughts just then. How little did she know that he was just as real as she was. He could hear her as she moved through the water. It was like it was her lover caressing her body.
Smiling that he had made her happy he dove in the water after her. As he joined her side the water between them became electirifed. He could feel the light coming off of her body just as sure that he was she could feel his.
The swam together for what seemed like hours. Now they laid on the beach letting the small waves glide into their bodies. He watched her sleep in the cradle of his arms. She looked peaceful and rested. She was perfect to him. If he didn’t know the dream nymphs personally he would have sworn she was one of them.
Either way it wouldn’t have mattered to him, his loneliness was gone for the moment and that was good enough from him.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Radien (Prologue)

He was born of Bion, the universe of life and Anima, the queen of the Hell Breed. She was the first female of her kind. She was born of both light and dark, of life and death. She was the definition of beauty. So beautiful that no man or God could deny her, even in her breed form she was beautiful. It was often said that Zeus himself would come to her palace and offer himself to her. However Anima had eyes for none of those who pursued her. She even refused the King of Gods himself. She wanted no one. That was until Bion.

Still young in his years Bion had been the handsomest man she had ever seen. His powers surpassed those of a God. He had appeared before her while she was bathing in the lake behind her palace. He had startled her so bad she flashed into her breed form without noticing it.

Bion had stared at the female beast in front of him. He had to admit she was perfection even in her breed form. She was a rare German shepherd hell hound. Her coat was jet black and seemed to be as soft as velvet. Her left and right head had midnight blue eyes, while her middle head had eyes blacker than her fur.

“By the Gods, You are beautiful.” Bion whispered. He approached her cautiously with his hands raised in the air. She watched him closely, feeling him out. “I’m not going to hurt you. I didn’t mean to startle you.” His words eased her. She flashed back into her human form.

“Who are you?” Her voice was music to his ears. He put his hands to his side as he stood a few feet away from her. He couldn’t tear his eyes from her naked body. Every soft curve of her body begged for him to touch and kiss. Her legs were long and shapely; he could easily imagine them wrapped around his waist as he buried himself deep inside her. His eyes traveled up her body. Her hips were full and her stomach toned with flawless suntanned skin. But it was the sight of her breast that made his mouth water; they were the perfect size for his hands. He wanted her with an intensity he couldn’t comprehend.

Anima watched him as his heated gaze traveled over her body. Normally she would have summoned some clothes to cover herself but for some reason she couldn’t understand she wanted him to see her. The heated look in his eyes set her body on fire. She wanted to moan as he licked his lips. Lips that were tempting her no begging her to take them into her own and kiss him for hours.

Gods, she wanted to suck on his lips until they were swollen form her passion. She watched him as he started to approach her again. Oh that body of his made her want to scream, especially since her wore nothing but a loincloth. He had a body that was built for long nights of passion and made for sin. Power rippled through his whole body with each step he took.

“I am Bion.” His voice was almost as dominating as his presence. His voice was covered with a deep accent she couldn’t place, It was a sound that sent a wave of heat through her body. Why was he affecting her like this? No other man had made her pant, she didn’t crave a man and she never craved a man like this in all her life; since she was almost three thousand years old that was a long time.

He was so close to her now that she could feel the heat coming off of his body.

“Bion…I know that name. You are the universe of life.” She paused as she looked into his face. He was gorgeous. His face was mannishly handsome with a day’s worth of whiskers growing. “What are you doing here?”

“Talk of your beauty has spread of the top of Olympus to the darkest places of Oblivion. I had to come and see for myself.” He reached to caress her face. Her soft skin under his hand made his body roar to life. He traced the line of her jaw to the shape of her supple lips.

Anima wanted nothing more than to crawl onto his lap and dull the fire that was consuming her body. Every word he spoke sent a wave of desire through her. She wanted to run her hands through his long white hair.

“Am I what you expected?” She heard herself say. She shouldn’t even care what this man thought of her but some part of her wanted to know that he was enjoying what he saw. Not that she needed to ask, the way his stare burned into her body said it all but she still wanted to hear it from his mouth.

As she waited for his answer she let her hands roamed down his chest and abs. It should have been a crime to have abs the way this man had abs, forget a 6-pack. This sexy creature was walking around with an 8-pack that made her mouth water. There was not one once of fat on his body. He was all solid muscle.

Bion wanted to growl at the sensation of her hands roaming over his chest and abs. Her touch was light and sensual. It made goose bumps rise over his arms. By the Gods she way more than what he expected, he knew she would be beautiful but he didn’t expect himself to react so violently to her. He could see why Zeus craved her. Her heart shaped face encased two of the most hypnotizing grey eyes he had ever seen. He saw an inner fire in them that touched him all the way to his soul. He had been alive for centuries, had more woman than he could count but he had never reacted to them the way he was reacting to her.

“You are much more than what I expected.” His voice was filled with desire. He heard a low growl of pleasure escape he lips as he played with a strand of her black hair. He placed the strand to his nose and inhaled her scent. She shivered form his actions. “The way they described you did you no justice.”

The satisfied smile she gave him made his groin jerk. Before she realized what he was doing he captured her lips with his. Bion growled low in his throat as he tasted her. She reminded him of cherries and woman, his favorite flavor. She was decadent and he intended to savor her.

Anima felt her whole body come alive as her masterfully took control of her mouth. She ached for him. He was all man as he slid his tongue into her mouth. She should have pushed him away, she had made a vow to never let a man close to her in fear that he would try and take her throne. But now with his body pressed against hers all she could think about was the feel of his mouth moving against hers. She placed her hand on the side of his jaw so she could feel the muscles work as he kissed her.

A moan escaped her as she felt him slide his hand down her bare back. He pressed her closer into his body so he could deepen their kiss. She was surrounded with his scent and power. With one hand on her back, he passively embedded his other hand into her hair. He held her as if she was his already.

Bion hissed as her hardened nipple rubbed against his chest. She felt so soft in his arms. He let his hand travel further down her back so that he was cupping her butt in his hands. He grounded himself against her so she could feel how hard he was for her. He was throbbing in desire. He wanted her. He wanted her to feel him inside her as he drove himself beep inside her. His senses were out of control as he continued to taste her lips and inhale her scent. He pulled back to look into her face. Her lips were swollen from their kiss and her eyes were filled with as much desire as his eyes.

“I want you Anima. I want to be inside you.” He whispered against her lips.

She couldn’t breather as she listened to his words. She wanted him too with every fiber in her being she wanted him. Using her powers she flashed them into her bedroom chambers in her palace.

“Come Bion.” She said as she broke away from his embrace. He watched her hips sway as she walked over to the bed. She was graceful to him as he watched her climb in the bed. She motion for him to come and join her.

He smiled at her. Shit she didn’t have to tell him twice, with a snap of his fingers he was on top of her. Anima should feel smothered with him on top of her, but she wasn’t. She loved the feel of his body on hers.

“You are beautiful.” He breathed in her ear. He kissed her deeply as he drove his self into her body with one forceful stroke of his body. They made love throughout the day and night. Neither one wanting the other to leave.

They loved each other for years. But the fates refused to let them to have a happy life together. Enraged that Anima had chosen Bion over Zeus they cursed their relationship. Bion and Anima knew that their relationship would anger the Gods so they kept it a secret for almost a hundred years. Anima knew that if Zeus ever found out that she had rejected him to be with Bion he would kill her out of jealously. Her breed would be enslaved to the Gods, but it was the life of her unborn son she feared for. She knew that the child that she carried inside her was something of tremendous powers. Her son’s powers would rival that of his farther. She also feared for her beloved Bion, even though he was powerful he was still young in universe years and no match for all the Gods. She hid her pregnancy for the most part. But now she was in her 12th month and her belly was sticking out through her royal robes.

Now as she stood at her balcony that overlooked her kingdom she wondered about the future of her people. For centuries she has ruled her kingdom with pride and grace. Those who had challenged her were severely punished or killed. She had no counsel because she didn’t trust some of her breed. Bion was there to guide her but he only helped when she asked. He was more like a stay at home mom now as he took care of her and the baby. But now that she carried a son within her things were about to change. He was the first of his kind, part breed and universe. He would be king once he matured and she would be free to live with Bion at least that’s what she hoped.

“Wait until you see your kingdom my son.” She whispered to him as she rubbed her outstretched stomach. She smiled as she felt him kick her in response to let her know that he understood her. “You will make a great king for your people. You will lead them into a new era of peace.” She was so caught up in her own thoughts she didn’t feel Zeus flash himself into her chambers.

“Anima.” She cringed inwardly as she heard Zeus’s thunderous voice behind her. She hoped he would give up on her but she knew better, the king of Gods was selfish and petty he would never leave her alone until he got what he wanted from her. It had been almost a year and a half since she last seen him and she had hoped it would be the last time. Guess she wasn’t that lucky.

“Zeus. What brings you here after so long a time?” She tried to hide the distain in her voice as she continued to stare out at her kingdom. She refused to turn around and show him that she was with child. The old God would become enraged and probably kill her and her child. With her being pregnant all her powers were used to support and protect the baby inside of her.

“I have heard some interesting news.” He walked out of her room to stand on the balcony behind her.

“That doesn’t surprise me the gods are always running their mouths about something.” She could feel the anger coming off of Zeus as she refused to turn and acknowledge him.

“Don’t play dumb with me hound. I have heard talk of you keeping consort with Bion…Is this true?”

She sighed before she answered. She should have known it was a matter of time before word got out about her and Bion’s relationship. “If it was. What would you do?... for that matter what concern is it of yours?”

“Look at me when I speak to you mutt-“

Before he could finish his sentence she turned on him and used what little power she had to hit him into the wall. “How dare you call me a mutt. I am the purest of my kind and I suggest you remember that.” Her anger had gotten the better of her. She knew she had made a mistake when she saw his eyes narrow on her stomach. Before she could blink Zeus summoned a bolt throwing it straight at her heart. She stood there waiting for the pain to hit her, the shot had come so fast she didn’t have time to react so she was sure she should be laying on the floor dying right now. But Bion had appeared before her and caught the bolt in one of his hands. The bolt vanished in his hands the instant he touched it. Zeus eyed the with a hate filled look.

“Are you ok?” Bion asked as he looked over his shoulder at her. She nodded yes. She wanted to sigh in relief but that was quickly cut off as she watched Zeus spread his hands and summon hundreds of God bolts. She felt herself start to panic as she looked at Bion. Her love was strong but she didn’t think he could catch all those bolts that were flying at them.

Before the bolts could hit them Bion grabbed Anima into his arms and flashed them to his home in Oblivion. They would be safe here. This was the one place not even the God’s could travel, most didn’t know that it existed.

“Anima, are you ok?” He said as he looked into her panicked expression. He expected her body, his eyes and hands roaming over her to make sure Zeus hadn’t hurt her. When he saw that she was fine he grabbed her into his arms and held on to her for dear life. He had never been so scared in all his life.

“I’m fine.” She said as she laid her head on his chest.

“You will stay here with me until you give birth to our son.” She nodded her head in agreement.

She would stay with Bion until she had her son then she would return to her kingdom and show Zeus her true power. She would show him just what a so called mutt could do.

Two days had passed since Anima had come to Oblivion. On the third day she gave birth to her son. As she held him in her arms she realized there was no way she could expect to face Zeus and leave in one piece. She would die defending her land and the ones she loved. She should be upset, sad, or even angry. But as she looked into her sons face all she could see was giving him a future he knew he deserved.

It was late at night when she left her son in his crib in his father’s room. She kissed Radien good bye then she walked over to where the love of her life lay sleeping. How she wished she could have stayed with him, stayed wrapped in his arms where nothing could touch her. But if she didn’t return all of her kind would be a Zeus’s mercy and she couldn’t have that. As queen she had a duty to her people. A duty she meant to do no matter what happened. Sighing she bent down and kissed her husband on the lips. She whispered words of her love to him before she flashed herself to her home.

But as she appeared in her bedroom she saw Zeus step from the shadows. He had hid in her palace and waited for her return. She started for him only to have Ares and Poseidon appear at her sides. She was trapped. They all had sadistic smiles on their faces as she stood before them.

“Give up dog. You have nowhere to hide and nowhere to run.” Zeus spoke... She should have given up, but she knew they would kill her anyway. It wasn’t in her to just lie down and accept her death. Trying to get the upper hand on them she charged at Zeus in her breed form. But she wasn’t fast enough, before she could reach him he summoned a God bolt and sent it flying into her chest. Pain racked her body as she shifted to her human form. She gasped for air as blood flowed from the middle of her chest. She coughed up blood as she laid in the fetal position.

“Animals.” She could barely hear their voices as she faded in and out of consciousness. But she did feel the kick to her stomach that Zeus gave her. She wanted to scream from the pain but they had muted her voice. Fighting the darkness that was approaching her she tried to push herself to her feet. Blood feel from her chest and mouth. She head them laugh as another wave of pain consumed her and then darkness.

Zeus stood over her body with a disgusted look on his face. He took a step back as the pool of blood grew too close to his foot. He should have been happy she was dead but instead he was fuming. She had hidden her son somewhere, but where...